It's Your breath in our lungs

      I was an LIT this summer at Ness Lake Bible Camp. I have gone there every summer since grade 3. I have met so many amazing people there and this summer I learned so much about God and relationships. As I have posted before I am so frustrated with the world. The constant lies that are being fed to us through media and social sites etc. When you are at camp there is such a strong sense of God and community and just love for everyone. There are no walls there. I have always been afraid. Afraid of judgment,failure,looking crazy,being bold, being courageous ,fear that I am just a 17 year old girl. How can I make a difference in this world, that drives me mental. Through this summer and just recenty I have been able to drop my fears I have also been able  to trust God.

     

       The last few weeks of camp I was exhausted and wanted to go home everyday. Instead of giving up I stopped and realzied that i had not been trusting in Gods plans and works. I remeber I prayednot exactly   sure what but ever since I have just felt so safe and so ready for everyday. Ready to do as God has planned and called me to do. I am finally free of fear. I can't even begin to tell you how amzing this feeling is. Just writing about it is making me smile with such enthusiasm. I have finally given up fear, given up my idea of what my life should be and I have made God my life. It's the best decision I have ever made. Everyday here in this town I see God working big and small. I find opperunities everydayto serve  and glorify Him. I remeber last year in grade 11 I fond myself asking "where the heck is God, I wanna do your works but theres nothing to do here" Boy was I wrong! Through all of this dropping my fears I can finally see what I am here for. I've always wanted to travel but God wants me here right where I am. He has so many plans for this year and I am stoked and a little sacred but who wouldn't be. I am not afraid to stand out anymore. I don't care if poeple think i am a crazy jesus freak. Thats aweosme! If people think that then I must be doing something right. Fear is something that everyone has and I encourage you to give it to God because He wants to use you to move mountains big or small. 

       There are bad days I have and there are also amazing days. I am finding myself still tnankful on both kind of days. I am so thankful for all the blessings I have in my life. I find myself stopping on bad days when i am so angrey or upset and I will stop and think man I am so blessed or I wil find myself grabing  my bible or just praying. I am just starting in this life of God. God is my life and I so excited to see where on earth he is going to take me. Don't let the world stop you from doing what God has planned for you. It may be rough it may be hard but it is the BEST thing in the world. 

Gods put something in you,

it may be passion to change the world or passion to help the poor,

it doesn't matter how big or small ,your passioinate for a reason. 

Gods given you every tool you need and no you won't feel ready.

Infact you will feel like the least qualified person in the world! 

That doesn't matter because  God doesn't call the qualified,

He qualifies the called. 

Give God your fears of the world and he will give you the world. 

We are here to change the word and restore Gods kingdom!

Let this restoration begin :)

                                                                                                                    God Bless you ,

                                                                                                                     Alannah M.L.H